My first art video...more to come

Metamorphis

This is a painting I have created called Metamorphosis. I have discovered the beauty in the cocoon just before emerging from this season of growth, maturity and healing. There is life and color and my eyes are now open to the reality that I was not able to see before. The wings of freedom are wrapped around me and I am seeing through the beauty that engulfs me as I wait for the strength to fully extend out into the world that is ahead of me. I am going forward with this world within a world, so to speak. I carry the kingdom of the Most High within me and the reality of what some call the real world. I am coming into an understanding that the two can coexist with each other by trusting and putting my hope in Jesus. This transformation from one world to another can stretch the emotions and mind set to a breaking point and the reality of life is overwhelming sometimes. I see clearer now and I'm moving into a place of transformation. This metamorphose brings the hope and destiny that is in me and even part of my DNA to a point of breakthrough and I hear the voice of my creator, my Papa. He calls me by name and I peak out from this cocoon and I have to set my sight on the face of my Beloved so I will not become all consumed by the process of change. I look not to the mountain before me but I behold the Hand of God and His burning consuming fire upon the mountain, my mountain. I stand still and I know that He is God.

Renewal

God=light, light=sound, sound= energy, energy=mass. Everything is made up of mass which in turn is energy, which in turn is sound, which in turn is light, which in turn is God the Father, I learned this formula from Ray Hughes a powerful man of God...Simple put the whole earth is filled with the glory of the Lord and His DNA is in us and all around us. So when the earth moans and groans things happen, if we do not worship The Father the rocks will cry out! Renewal is upon us but with renewal things must fall away if it is not conducive to the Father's heart and His will for our lives. Renewal is the rebuilding of the city by the authorities. We are the city and we are being rebuilt by the authority that is upon Jesus's shoulders. He is rebuilding us and the nations to his specifications of the blueprints of heaven. His Kingdom come, His will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

I Am The Rose

Our Youth

Listen to the sound of sisters, brothers and cousins running and hiding-go-seeking in a small east Texas town. Do you hear the laughter of days gone by as we caught fireflies? The grownups doing grownup things, and the lights and music they made drifted away, as we escaped into the moonlit nights. We became cowboys riding horses, superman flying up, up and away and knowing we would have fun once again the next day. We imagined in our minds, a child's vision of truth, that everything we did was real but it only lasted in our youth. Red rover, red rover let me come over, teasing hunting dogs, and chasing each other. Playing games we made up along the way of growing and changing each day. As we hide from each other we were quiet as a church mouse behind that little white house . How I miss those days but I know my love for those who are part of me will never fade away.

Red Roses

I received three dozen red roses yesterday. Wow they are so beautiful and their fragrant intoxicating smell fills my home and reminds me of the one who sent them. He is a wonderful man and taking time to express this to me heals me from the times I have been overlooked. Love comes in so many ways of expression, a kiss, a gentle touch, a kind word and time taken to say "I love you." It brings newness and growth inside ones self and it expands from within so then you are able to extend love to another. This is why we are here and the greatest act is to love without condition, fear or expectation.
Moonlight and roses
Bring wonderful mem'ries of you
My heart reposes
In beautiful thoughts so true.

June light discloses
Love's golden dreams sparkling, anew
Moonlight and roses
Bring mem'ries of you...

by Jim Reeves

Dark Wood

I received chocolate today from a man I went to have tea with. It was sweet of him but after I came home I began to struggle with this journey I am in. I am walking out something inside myself that I am trying to figure out. It feels like dark wood of a lone tree growing slowly toward the sun. The rough places in my heart cry for light of the sun to reveal the truth in me. Dark wood protects this tree of my heart. There is hope. When I was younger I did not care about the feelings of others as I went after what felt good at that moment but now I choose to tread carefully with those who are set before me. I honor them and I will do my best to be honest with them as I am with myself. This is new to me, to try to weigh out what is best for me and in the process to be true to what I feel and to be able to express those feelings to another. This is the process of life, honor, respect and agape love.