I am going to have a fun weekend...I am going to a dance on Sunday night just to kick up my heels a little. I feel like spring inside myself even though there is snow on the ground right now. I feel alive and ready to meet new people and expand my little world. I can't wait for a new chapter to open up for me and all I have to do is say "YES, I am ready!" I don't know what is going on inside myself but I feel so alive, and beautiful and so me. I have become a woman who is ready to take chances again and to be all that I was created to be. I have been taking care of my needs and making sure I am kind to myself and also learning to love the person I am, faults and all. I feel more like a woman than I have ever felt in my life and I feel I am on the verge of something new. I see myself standing on a hill, with the spring breeze blowing my hair and I smell the new budding flowers. They give off a wonderful fragrance that makes me smile. There is now no more winter in my heart and the ice is melting away so I can love with a pureness and deepness that is in me. To love someone is the greatest gift I could give or receive. Love is in my heart and I need to share it without the thought of rejection or hurt. I want to love in a way I have never done before, to give my heart to someone and to trust that he will care and love me as I am. It is a scary place but I am not going to live in fear because the Lord did not give me a spirit of fear but of power, love and a sound mind. That is the truth and I will love as if I have never been hurt!!
