Dream Love

I hear the rain invading my sleep as I dream of you in the night. You dance though my mind as I lay resting under this blanket of love. There is something that is deep within and I come face to face with the truth buried in me. You take me in your arms and hold me close and you whisper your love for me once again. Then I am alone laying in the first light of the day beckoning me to open my eyes but I hesitate. I still feel your arms holding me and I do not want to emerge from the cocoon of dream love that holds me captive. Then the reality I live comes crashing down all around me like an ocean wave sweeping me away. Where have you gone my love and will you return to me?

Life

I wonder sometimes about where life is going to take me. I try to live life to the fullest but sometimes I get side-tracked by little annoyances that really do not mean a thing. In those moments though my heart is revealed about what kind of person I am and sometimes it is good but sometimes not so good. All I know right now is to be honest with those that are close to me and to be as real with myself and then I can be the woman that I am underneath. I want to love with out reservation and I want to be in relationships that will help me to grow and extend myself more than I can alone. This coming year is going to be me coming into my own, not afraid of really loving someone special, and opening myself up to new relationships and new adventures along the way. This is going to be a wonderful new place for me ,so watch out cause here I come. I am setting goals for myself that will push me into new realms of possibilities. I can't wait to see this new way of thinking and living that will get me to the top of the mountain of wonderment and excitement and all I have to do is take hold of this way of thinking. No more fear, no more disappointment because as I grow older I realise those disappointments are really opportunities of growth within me.